female, nineteen, aspiring rcmp officer.
little by little, you're just letting yourself become [you].
I think she was afraid to love sometimes.
I think it scared her.
She was the type to like things that were concrete, like the ocean. Something you could point to and know what it was... And I think that's why she also struggled with love. She couldn't touch it. She couldn't hold on to it and make sure it never changed.
(via bbusterbluth)falling uncontrollably, it terrifies me.
then you came along like a swan off the lake. you flew across my eyes and out into space, and i ran and i crawled and i chased to get a taste.
if all else fails, then the ship won’t set sail. god forbid but i guess the both of us will bail. but as far as i can tell, i think things will be swell.
so now the two of us rely on each other, with our premonitions out in the gutter. who would have thought that i’d make it this far.
i’ll make it seem like i’m stronger, but i’m quite the actor, and now i’m so caught up and i can’t escape this pattern. but when i started losing hope, there you were, there you bloomed.
(via bbusterbluth)drink bourbon and stay up late