female, nineteen, student.
little by little, you're just letting yourself become [you].
she seems so cool, so focused, so quiet, yet her eyes remain fixed upon the horizon. you think you know all there is to know about her immediately upon meeting her, but everything you think you know is wrong. passion flows through her like a river of blood.
she only looked away for a moment, and the mask slipped, and you fell. all your tomorrows start here.
you were always trying to change me, to tame this untameable being that fascinated you endlessly. you didn’t understand why i was the way that i was, despite saying that you did. you pushed and you pushed and you pushed until i would escape to my friend’s house because i knew that he wouldn’t attempt to change me. he’d hold me and tell me that everything would be better if only i had the courage to leave you, but i didn’t want to hurt you. i promised that i wouldn’t hurt you, ever.
i guess i broke that promise, huh?
the reason why i ended up choosing him over you wasn’t because i wanted him, but simply because i had had enough of you, of your constant need to be with me 24/7. he never prodded me, never pushed me into doing anything that i didn’t want to do, and was fine with me not showing up at his place for days at a time. i would disappear sometimes and he wouldn’t ask questions when i returned because he knew that the answers i would give him weren’t easily spoken.
he MADE me eat. he MADE me care about myself. he MADE me do things that i wanted to do, that i loved to do because he wanted to see me happy for once. he tossed around words like beautiful and lovely and amazing, but at the same time, he would make fun of me and poke at me and call me names because that’s what friends do. over time, i began to believe him. over time, the self-harm stopped.
you never once accepted me for who i was, instead you tried to change me. i like my flaws, and if i wanted to change them, i would. as a friend, he accepted them, when you did not.
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a kid at hogwarts who just wants to get a proper education but can’t focus because of all of the shit harry potter and his friends keep getting themselves into
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harry potter seriously tho
They make it look so easy, connecting with another human being. It’s like no one told them it’s the hardest thing in the world.
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#His face here practically makes me cry #This is David Tennant okay - David. Tennant. #He’s been in a billion shows and movies and the opinion of one person shouldn’t really matter considering how famous and well-known he is #But it does - you can tell in his face #That he is obviously completely and utterly touched by this caller #He’s literally overcome by emotions and can’t even get the words out #After all this time after all these fans and shows and everything #He is still so humble and down-to-earth and just such a perfect person #And his face just kills me #Because as famous as he is #The fact that he still feels so strongly about his ability to touch people’s lives #Is just the most precious thing about him #He really feels like he’s just a normal guy living an extraordinary life #And I find that to be completely amazing #Many tend to lose themselves when they get famous #But David Tennant is always just himself #and he is brilliant (via winterinthetardis)
ALL OF THIS.
And the fact that in the deepest, most personal corners of his heart, David’s eight-year-old self is SOBBING WITH JOY that children are looking at him and calling him the “best Doctor,” because being the Doctor was something he’s wanted so badly for so long.
makes me tear up every time i see it
